When friends betray

I stand alone,

I am sinking deep,

And what’s more sad,

I have none to weep,

I cry alone,

I am buried in trench,

My eyes outpour,

I am all so drenched.

Dirty, stinking souls around me,

Plaguing my life to the core,

Friends who tell me to battle the waves,

But will never help me to shore.

I wish I could go,

Back to the days of love,

True and pure hearts around,

Everyone was friend,

Everyone was true,

Such friends cannot be found.

But alas I knew,

It couldn’t happen true,

Friends are what I will miss all time,

So many times,

I have seen my tears hit the dust,

I wish I was blind.

I spread my hands,

I pray to the god,

Give me someone to whom I may talk,

I look at the door,

It’s beginning to creak,

Will it open and in someone walk?

Jack and Jill

        “Jack and Jill went up the hill

To fetch a pail of water.

Jack fell down and broke his crown,

And Jill came tumbling after.”

I was Jack of that nursery rhyme,

I trusted Jill and that was my crime,

I was sure when walking up to the top,

She is going to hold me, if I ever drop,

But it was a myth, because she never will,

As I came tumbling down that hill.

“Jack and Jill went up the hill

To fetch a pail of water.

Jack fell down and broke his crown,

And Jill came tumbling after.”

I was Jack of that funny rhyme,

I trusted Jill and that was my crime,

I saw them lay my body down in grave,

I waited for the tears she had saved,

But it was a myth, she was running dry,

Out in a distance, I heard a wolf cry,

No one did know, no one could see,

Only I heard my bones crumbling,

No one will ask, no one will know,

How I slipped and came down tumbling.

“Jack and Jill went up the hill

To fetch a pail of water.

Jack was dead and Jill came down,

Rolling down with laughter.”

Never meet me again

I wish I never knew you,

Wish never loved in life,

And now that we have parted way,

I have to say,

Never meet me again.

I wish I never loved you,

Wish never made you smile,

And now that you’ve moved away,

Make a promise today,

Never show me your face.

I wish I never met you,

Wish never shared a smile,

Baby you had my love,

But now it’s all goodbyes,

And what you did to me,

The way you played this game,

Promise me  you won’t do,

This to any one again.

I wish you never  find love,

Never get a reason to kiss,

Now that you’ve cursed my days,

In the nights I pray,

May your life be the same.

Pieces of me

It’s over now, all of my dreams,

All of my desires for whom I burned,

We have gone far, so far from the point,

We have gone to the point of no return.

No longer I feel the desire,

Desire to make you smile,

I am busy collecting the pieces of,

The pieces of my life.

I have to put those pieces back,

To stitch my world back again,

And I have replaced your piece,

Replaced it with a piece of pain.

No longer I see the reason,

Reason to help you through,

I am busy setting to fire,

The pieces of me you threw.

But I promise you this today,

I will phase this pain out,

I will smile, I will laugh again,

I will love again, no doubt.

I will change that piece of pain,

With someone’s piece of love,

You may try to stick in your piece,

But I will place a piece above.

My Lover, My Savior

I was a shallow soul,

Wandering without a goal,

Running behind the pretty faces.

It took me a while,

It swept away my smiles,

And pushed me into empty spaces.

I tried to crawl out,

But I couldn’t find a way,

Thinking that I am doomed,

I was ready to stay.

When I heard your voice calling out my name,

I could see the light at the end of my shame,

I fought and killed the darkness hidden deep inside,

I heard your voice bringing me back to the life.

I bled but I didn’t curse,

I had seen events worse,

And now I was a believer.

You know not what you’ve done,

You had my fortunes turned,

And now I was thinking deeper.

Now that I’ve found you out,

I would never let you go,

I will love keep you safe,

Even if you answer ‘no’.

No I will never find anyone better than you,

I swear it on my life, I am honestly true,

You made me find the light hidden deep inside,

I heard your voice bringing me back to the life.