When friends betray

I stand alone,

I am sinking deep,

And what’s more sad,

I have none to weep,

I cry alone,

I am buried in trench,

My eyes outpour,

I am all so drenched.

Dirty, stinking souls around me,

Plaguing my life to the core,

Friends who tell me to battle the waves,

But will never help me to shore.

I wish I could go,

Back to the days of love,

True and pure hearts around,

Everyone was friend,

Everyone was true,

Such friends cannot be found.

But alas I knew,

It couldn’t happen true,

Friends are what I will miss all time,

So many times,

I have seen my tears hit the dust,

I wish I was blind.

I spread my hands,

I pray to the god,

Give me someone to whom I may talk,

I look at the door,

It’s beginning to creak,

Will it open and in someone walk?

My Lover, My Savior

I was a shallow soul,

Wandering without a goal,

Running behind the pretty faces.

It took me a while,

It swept away my smiles,

And pushed me into empty spaces.

I tried to crawl out,

But I couldn’t find a way,

Thinking that I am doomed,

I was ready to stay.

When I heard your voice calling out my name,

I could see the light at the end of my shame,

I fought and killed the darkness hidden deep inside,

I heard your voice bringing me back to the life.

I bled but I didn’t curse,

I had seen events worse,

And now I was a believer.

You know not what you’ve done,

You had my fortunes turned,

And now I was thinking deeper.

Now that I’ve found you out,

I would never let you go,

I will love keep you safe,

Even if you answer ‘no’.

No I will never find anyone better than you,

I swear it on my life, I am honestly true,

You made me find the light hidden deep inside,

I heard your voice bringing me back to the life.