I am guilty

Every time I look in the glass,

I can see the horns on my head,

Every time I move in the crowd,

I can feel their eyes on my tail,

Every time I speak, I just choke,

I can feel hot coal in my breath,

Every time I smile, I break down,

I can feel every day, I just fail.

Cause every moment I hear your name,

I can feel my guilt weigh me down,

Every night I jump in the pool of dreams,

I just sink deeper, but never drown.

I am guilty,

For whatever I said to thee,

I am guilty,

I know I’ll never be free,

I am guilty,

And if the god wants to kill some devil,

It’s got to be me.

Love Again

Ever since you broke my heart,

Left me alone in world,

I thought I would never love,

Love was a hated word.

But so wrong I had been,

Cause love is a season of rain,

One goes and other comes,

I am falling in love again.

Once again I love soaking in the rain,

I am falling in love again,

Once again I love playing the wooing game,

I am falling in love again,

I am falling in love, again!!!

I can feel my feet off the ground,

Like I did when I was yours,

Again I love those sleepless nights,

Just to answer a call.

And so wrong I had been,

Planning a future all in pain,

I am happy, I am free,

I am falling in love again.

Once again I love calling out a name,

I am falling in love again,

Once again I am being, what I truly am,

I am falling in love again.

And you have no place in my life,

I am falling in love again,

Have erased your memories with someone’s smiles,

I am falling in love again,

I am falling in love, again!!!

Free from your love

My eyes are open, I am awaken,

My belief, my trust, lies there shaken,

Am happy that it has finally ended,

Am sorry, so long it has taken,

Now when I look back at the past,

Only curses come out with a blast.

I hate you.

Never knew what you wanted from me,

I had the love, but never felt free,

Now I feel free from your hypocrisy,

Am sorry, but that is the truth I see,

Now that I try to relive those days,

My heart cries foul and all it says,

I hate you.

I hate you,

Hate those nights, hate those noon,

I hate you,

Hate the stars, hate the moon,

All I want,

I try is to bury that pain,

I am sorry,

But this is the death of my love for you.

It's Over

Cause I don’t understand,

Understand what you try to say to me,

Cause I am not simply seeing,

Not seeing what you try to explain to me,

Cause you have just left me numb,

With those two words,

Cause you have just killed me dead,

By saying ‘It’s over’.

I still remember the time,

When I was you, you were mine,

I can’t forget those days,

We walked hand in hand, looked a single way,

Then what in the world did happen,

That you broke the bond we shared,

What did I do, to make you say?

It’s over, I stand ensnared.

And whatever you try to explain,

Just goes in and goes out of my brain,

I stand, I listen, I try to find,

But feel like I am all, deaf and blind.

Cause I don’t understand,

Understand what you try to say to me,

Cause I am not simply seeing,

Not seeing what you try to explain to me,

Cause you have just left me numb,

With those two words,

Cause you have just killed me dead,

By saying ‘It’s over’.

I just stare at the moon,

Remembering those nights, those pretty noon,

I can’t forget those hours,

Those birthday gifts, those rings, those flowers,

Then what in the world brought autumn,

And the leaves fell down in our garden,

What made you gift me the pain of hell?

I don’t understand it, pardon.

And whatever you try to explain,

Just goes in and goes out of my brain,

I stand, I listen, I try to find,

But feel like I am all, deaf and blind.

Cause I don’t understand,

Understand what you try to say to me,

Cause I am not simply seeing,

Not seeing what you try to explain to me,

Cause you have just left me numb,

With those two words,

Cause you have just killed me dead,

By saying ‘It’s over’.

It’s over!!!