Dilemma

Never did I knew,

That the fate will put me,

In a place where I’ll find nowhere to go,

Never did I think,

That I’ll be feeling,

A mix of emotions those are hard to show.

Never did I think,

Never did I knew,

Never did I plan,

To face this dilemma,

Never!! Never!!

On one hand is my friend; on one hand is my heart,

I am standing in the middle of this raging war,

He cries bullets; her laughter drops the bombs,

I stand in crossfire, alone and unarmed,

Where do I go? Where do I hide?

This audience won’t let me survive,

Who do I tell? Who do I ask?

There isn’t anyone to show me the light.

Never did I plan,

So I cannot face,

The crossroads I am stuck at, only I know,

Never did I dream,

When I went to sleep,

That a nightmare in my life will show.

Should I betray my friend, shall I confess love?

Or should I sacrifice and put my heart to rust,

I can’t get what is right; I don’t know what is wrong,

I wish for sun to burn and melt me into dust,

How to escape? How to survive?

This audience wants to take my life,

Who do I ask? Who do I tell?

Shall I fade in dark or grab onto the light?

Never did I think,

Never did I knew,

Never did I dream,

That my world will be skewed,

And now that it’s happened,

I don’t know what to do.