The last letter

Silent is the night,

But I fear it won’t last,

Waiting for the calm,

To be shattered by a blast,

So sad, so deplorable,

This heaven is now a hell,

I walk around clutching the death,

Waiting for dropping shells.

I look at the skies,

I feel so alone,

Thinking of you my love,

I wish I could be home,

I wish in were my arm,

Not death but my life,

I dread the fact that I may,

Never kiss you dear wife.

I walk along the fences,

The barbed wires say,

Your life is more bloodied,

Than we ever may,

And yes, you may have,

Love waiting back somewhere,

Tangled in our world of hate,

You’ll never feel that care.

I focus in the dark,

For shadows that may move,

My grip tightens on trigger,

But I still think of you,

Torn like a piece of paper,

Between this love and war,

I wish for you the smiles,

Ready to take the scars.

Oh there goes the enemy,

His canons breathing fire,

The deafening boom simply strokes,

All my hidden desires,

The sky is lightning up,

As I run to take cover,

If I come back in pieces,

Well I’ll still be your lover.

True love never dies

I do not know,

Why you cannot see,

I have returned,

Just to be with thee,

But I believe you have shut your eyes from my side,

I stand in front but you still don’t read my eyes.

Why can’t you feel?

The love in my breath,

I came back for you,

From my very own death,

But what I see is you are still mourning that day,

Your eyes swell up with tears as you lay flowers on my grave.

Though I shout to,

Tell I am alive,

My words fall dead,

In front of my eyes,

And I see you’ve shut your ears, can’t hear my soul,

I try to feel your heart, it is dying and cold.

I step back in fear,

I know why you don’t understand,

There is no air between us,

Like in love of sun and sand,

I stand here alone,

I have finally realized,

I can’t reach the sea in you,

I am a moon without a tide.

I still have faith left,

You’ll walk away from me,

The love in my sighs,

Will finally let you see,

And I will wait for the time you realize,

The place for you is to move on with life.

Till that moment comes,

When your face will bloom in smiles,

I will be your guardian,

As I leave my footprints behind.

That killer guilt

Shoot! Shoot me down,

Trample me under the elephants,

Cry! I cry aloud,

Bury me under the boiling sand,

Do! Whatever you can,

This guilt is killing me now,

Stab! Me in the heart,

Come and pick this dagger in hand.

Come and pick this dagger in hand.

I! Can do nothing,

Nothing can change the way I behaved,

Put! Me in the jail,

Where I live in dark with head shaved,

Do! Whatever you can,

My eyes drain the oceans out of me,

Drown! Me in the sea,

And don’t hear when I shout to be saved.

Yes don’t hear when I shout to be saved.

You may say you’ve forgiven,

But I know you’ll never do,

I feel my love, so terrible,

Even if you are talking true,

But I don’t mind, yes I don’t mind,

It’s only me to be blamed,

What I said, what I did,

Puts even Lucifer to shame,

Curse me, hit me, and make me cry,

I will face it, I don’t lie,

Nothing can undo what’s done,

Nothing to say just let me die.

I am guilty

Every time I look in the glass,

I can see the horns on my head,

Every time I move in the crowd,

I can feel their eyes on my tail,

Every time I speak, I just choke,

I can feel hot coal in my breath,

Every time I smile, I break down,

I can feel every day, I just fail.

Cause every moment I hear your name,

I can feel my guilt weigh me down,

Every night I jump in the pool of dreams,

I just sink deeper, but never drown.

I am guilty,

For whatever I said to thee,

I am guilty,

I know I’ll never be free,

I am guilty,

And if the god wants to kill some devil,

It’s got to be me.

Love Again

Ever since you broke my heart,

Left me alone in world,

I thought I would never love,

Love was a hated word.

But so wrong I had been,

Cause love is a season of rain,

One goes and other comes,

I am falling in love again.

Once again I love soaking in the rain,

I am falling in love again,

Once again I love playing the wooing game,

I am falling in love again,

I am falling in love, again!!!

I can feel my feet off the ground,

Like I did when I was yours,

Again I love those sleepless nights,

Just to answer a call.

And so wrong I had been,

Planning a future all in pain,

I am happy, I am free,

I am falling in love again.

Once again I love calling out a name,

I am falling in love again,

Once again I am being, what I truly am,

I am falling in love again.

And you have no place in my life,

I am falling in love again,

Have erased your memories with someone’s smiles,

I am falling in love again,

I am falling in love, again!!!