On my knees I fall

All I said, and all what I’ve done,

Makes me go through hell of pain,

Plead to god, he doesn’t respond,

Don’t know who I should blame,

Today I stand, so far away from you,

Force a smile, the guilt remains.

All I could do, to wipe it off,

Drain it down, out of my head,

Light up the stove, burn it to ash,

It rises like a phoenix from its death,

I fear, i think and I wonder how,

Will I ever go in peace to bed?

I am sorry,

And I mean it from the soul,

Make me free,

Save me, fill this gaping hole,

Oh angel! Have mercy!

I need your; sympathy,

Come rob me of my guilt,

Don’t leave me dying for the eternity.

All you have to do, you need to do to me,

Look in and read my eyes, to see how I feel,

Please forgive me now, I was dazed and lost,

I know I treated you, with a heart of the steel,

On my knees I fall, bow down my head,

Am sorry for my sins; forgive me please.

That killer guilt

Shoot! Shoot me down,

Trample me under the elephants,

Cry! I cry aloud,

Bury me under the boiling sand,

Do! Whatever you can,

This guilt is killing me now,

Stab! Me in the heart,

Come and pick this dagger in hand.

Come and pick this dagger in hand.

I! Can do nothing,

Nothing can change the way I behaved,

Put! Me in the jail,

Where I live in dark with head shaved,

Do! Whatever you can,

My eyes drain the oceans out of me,

Drown! Me in the sea,

And don’t hear when I shout to be saved.

Yes don’t hear when I shout to be saved.

You may say you’ve forgiven,

But I know you’ll never do,

I feel my love, so terrible,

Even if you are talking true,

But I don’t mind, yes I don’t mind,

It’s only me to be blamed,

What I said, what I did,

Puts even Lucifer to shame,

Curse me, hit me, and make me cry,

I will face it, I don’t lie,

Nothing can undo what’s done,

Nothing to say just let me die.

I am guilty

Every time I look in the glass,

I can see the horns on my head,

Every time I move in the crowd,

I can feel their eyes on my tail,

Every time I speak, I just choke,

I can feel hot coal in my breath,

Every time I smile, I break down,

I can feel every day, I just fail.

Cause every moment I hear your name,

I can feel my guilt weigh me down,

Every night I jump in the pool of dreams,

I just sink deeper, but never drown.

I am guilty,

For whatever I said to thee,

I am guilty,

I know I’ll never be free,

I am guilty,

And if the god wants to kill some devil,

It’s got to be me.