Is it the
price of love that I am paying?
Paying really
bad,
I was going
straight for my station,
You derailed
me from track,
It was you,
who broke the coupling,
You were the
cause of hurt,
But you
still hold me as guilty,
Claim that
you are just,
It’s not
true,
You know it,
You lie but,
Your eyes
show it.
I am facing
the world but am losing,
Losing the
grip on self,
You played
me till you bored out,
Dumped me on
a shelf,
It was you,
who ended the story,
Tore it up
in shreds,
Scattered in
dirt all pearls of laughter,
I had roped
in thread,
I loved you,
You know it,
I still do,
I show it.
But you
never did, and never will,
Your love
was all fake, and I was just a fling,
I should
have known, but I didn’t read,
I still love
you, don’t know why? But I will never plead,
Cause you
won’t understand, what love really is,
You are just
a living being, with nothing living in,
And I will
go on paying, the price of love I wove,
My life’s
derailed from the track; I see darkness with no hope.