Too late for a sorry

How do I say sorry?

I find it hard to say,

I see it written,

We’ll never be the same.

How I wish for the things to fall back,

I know our life won’t be back on the track,

And I know, it was all my mistake,

This smile I have, no longer can I fake,

I need to find a window,

To crawl out of my misery,

And if I don’t find you,

Have mercy and just kill me.

How do I say sorry?

How do I make it right?

It plagues my sunshine,

And putrefies my nights.

And every moment I live,

I breathe in my death,

If you don’t trust me,

Come kiss me feel my breath,

I need to find a road,

To drive away from pain,

And if I don’t reach you,

Wipe me like a stain.

Yes I am sorry,

But words I fail to say,

Your angry eyes,

Bury me in my shame,

I try to find,

A way to plead,

A way to die,

Is all that I need,

A way to say,

How sorry I feel,

A way to die,

Yes, I really need.

I am Sorry!!!

She has thrown away the phone,

She is not listening,

The cell is singing loud,

She is not picking,

She saw me with her,

She walked out on me,

She left me broken,

I feel so guilty,

She has taken away all,

Our love is history,

And all I can do,

Is cry in misery,

I am sorry.

So wherever I go,

I miss her soul,

She has taken my life,

Left a gaping hole,

Every second I cry,

Every second I bleed,

I don’t get it why,

Why I did that deed?

And whatever I do,

It feels so hollow,

I just shout out loud,

Words hard to swallow,

I am sorry.

She has broken her phone,

The ring is silent,

She closed door on me,

Never seen her violent,

I drown in my shame,

I stand bared outside,

Waiting for the calm,

Let her anger subside,

Tonight is the night,

I swear on her name,

I will never do something,

To make me say again,

I am sorry.

Please Forgive Me

Please forgive me, am sorry for what I’ve done,

Standing on my grave, my eyes sweat out in the sun,

My heart bleeds out, the blood falls down and writes,

Forgive me, am sorry let me survive.

I am sorry for the June,

I am sorry for December,

Sorry for what you forgot,

Sorry for what you remember,

I am sorry for my smiles,

I am sorry for your tears,

I am sorry for whatever,

Has hurt you my dear.

What I did, I didn’t do it to hurt you,

What I said, was a sin, I know it’s true,

Do tell me what I should do, to make you smile,

Forgive me, am sorry let me survive.

I am sorry for the days,

I am sorry for the nights,

Sorry for what is wrong,

Even sorry for the right,

I am sorry for the bad,

I am sorry for the worse,

My head is down,

You have the right to curse.

But please forgive me; I’m in such a pain,

I stand thirsty, soaking in this rain,

Please forgive me, my soul is pleading,

I am at your mercy, I am not misleading.

Show me the light, end my darkest days,

Please forgive me; I am sorry I say,

Please forgive me, please change my fate,

Show me the mercy, I just stand and wait.